I am finding that I really want to rush ahead. I don't like this about myself. I really want to be able to sit back patiently and wait for God to move in His perfect timing.
Because I know that His timing really is perfect.
Because I know that His way really is best.
Because I know that there is a way that seems right to me that in the end goes very badly.
And yet, my flesh is constantly trying to plan the next step, create the next phase in an opportunity that doesn't even belong to me. My head knows that God has this all planned out and that His plan is infinitely better than mine. My flesh on the other hand is pretty sure that I've got this and I don't need any help, even from God. I find that I am constantly battling myself to remain patient and wait on God's timing and His plan to manifest itself.
I realize that God is using this to point out another area of my life that I need to relinquish completely to Him and I am praying that He continues to prune me in that way..
In the meantime, I guess I will just wait.....patiently....or at least wait.